For many 2016 has been a great year. Courses, classes, graduation, work. For me, 2016 has been somewhat of a mixed bag. On the plus side? Better experience with clients. Loads of games that have been extremely good. Starting to write tutorials and people seem to enjoy them.
On the down side? My worst case of depression in my entire life. I´ve basically been out cold for 2months having little to no energy, not sleeping enough meaning my sleep schedule is worse than it has ever been. Sleeping 2-4 hours a night and then waking up way earlier than usual only to find yourself not having any energy to get things done so you just fall asleep after a couple hours? Welcome to my life.
Having a irritated throat and no sense of hunger for a month. Finally I´m starting to get my feeling of hunger back but my throat is still irritated. Doctor who checked me didn´t find anything wrong with my throat and after a month still hasn´t sent me the lab results he said he would send me. Unless he forgot. He specifically said “unless I forget” three times straight to my face. He didn´t forget to send the bill though for my visit.
In conclusion. I´ve tried to stay positive and think about this place. What I want to write for tutorials and what I want to do with it. I have no succeeded in getting any ideas or anything. Right now I just want to sleep, sleep and sleep some more to finally get out of this depression. So I thought instead of you guys visiting this place and not seeing anything happening I might as well tell you: I´m taking the rest of 2016 off. I´m not going to write any posts more than this, I´m not going to try and get tutorials written or just about anything having to do with this place.
My aim instead is resting up, getting my energy back and getting everything in order for January 2017. Hoping 2017 will be a better year than 2016 ever was. So everything here will change. Right now my this place is as cluttered as my home. I need to declutter this place, get into the right mindset as of to what I want to appear on this site, my home on the internet. Which will take time and until then yeah. I´m just going to focus on getting better and finding out what I want this place to become.
Thank you all for understanding and for visiting. I hope 2017 will bring more joy to all of us.